Normal

Give me a diagnosis
please i want to be okay
i think i would be fine
if i wasn\'t haunted by you everyday

everything is fine until i am alone
with friends i am the happy one
if i didnt cry for help no one would have known

you see me on the outside as normal as can be
but what you dont see is the inside draining life out of me

it takes so much work to be normal
and to be what you want me to
its so hard to act okay
why couldnt i be you?

i wish a lot of things
i wish we never met
i wish i could be naturally happy
living life without regret

its easy to hate yourself for everything
but its hard to love something with nothing left
its easy to hurt yourself
but it kills me not knowing whats coming next