Refuse to let go

Your just a joke
That I share with myself

There is no reason
Not to find someone else

You never loved me
Your a pain in my side

I'd give you everything
But now I have to hide

Its not a question
But it's answered in time

My stupid superstitions
My secretive rhymes

I decided to just give up
To go with the flow

Yet I find I'm holding on
Refuse to let go