Inner Fight

When I woke up today
I felt all alone
no feeling of love or joy
just the emptiness of being alone

I couldn't even pretend
no smile could i fake
solitude my only comfort
no nearness could i take

had to escape
inside myself i go
need to get away
somewhere no one knows

darkness surrounds me
as I search for some peace
I just need some silence
some symbolism of release

the screams are getting loud
getting louder it seems
the terror I'm feeling is a nightmare
not a dream

this place is so eerie
there's no place to hide
I have no hope
only evil thoughts that reside

I'm felling crazy
could my plea be insanity
I'm standing in darkness
this is my reality

what is that noise
a laugh from deep inside
inside my head
the voices are alive

they say there's no hope I have no where to turn
you cant run from yourself
a lesson you must learn

run away
scream and cry
say I'm not real
your telling yourself a lie

calm down
no need to be afraid
I'm your inner voice
the alter ego you've made

I'm your true self
the one you try to hide
come to me
join me on the dark side

so weak
cant fight it anymore
I've lost myself again
cant remember who i was before

just have to rest
as I close my eyes
finally some peace
as my soul dies