I'm Sick Of Feeling This Way!!

As the pain develops
and as these feelings grow
I say nothing to my friends
and now they do not know

I have tried so many times
to take my worthless life
but yet I find I'm still around
and now I've lost the knife

I don't know why i feel this way
I'd just love to slam the door
on all the crap throughout my life
I just can't take no more