Homoscide of my family

I cant believe you are gone and how you were murdered in cold blood

why did this have to be this way just because of some stupid female

you were only 20 and you were shot 6 times..

i remember looking at you and crying not knowing this was how we would say goodbye

you left your father alone with your drugged up sister who is fading fast

we miss you at thanksgiving and Christmas and i wish you were here for my birthday

I'm sorry i didn't stop him and that i didn't invite you to the paint ball war

then you would have had temporary wounds instead of internal

please forgive me if your up there somewhere...you are missed..