I cant take it anymore.
The pressure builds
with every passing moment
can this nightmare be over yet?
the darkness is taking over
i cant see my own heart anymore
behind the strings of lost hope
that are pulling tighter and tighter
my hands are no longer still
my eyes no longer close
without endless hours awake
my bed is no longer a safe place
where dreams take me away
im stuck here without an escape
to face the thing i fear most
to go through something
i have already conquored
and i am forced to face it again
i can feel im losing it
losing control, faith
i just dont feel the same
i hope i can change
this monster im becoming in the night
where all i crave is darkness
and the black skies to sweep me away
someone please, just please
shine a light on me,
and finally set me free
because what has captured me
is far worse than bad luck
