Miserable soul

No one notices as i slip away in the night
I'm losing control I'm to weak to fight

I'm tired of being disgraced and full of pain
all my life has been is struggles and worthless strain

yet people still make my life hell
they remind me that I'm living to fail

i try to hide and keep my feelings within
I'm reminded that i was born out of pleasurable sin

i was a huge mistake from the day i was conceived
my own mother told me this so its what Ive always believed

this world is so big and i am so small
but everyone notices when i stumble and fall

then people look down on me with hateful eyes
they ignore and forget all of my successful trys

always focusing on the bad ignoring the good
you act like i never do what i should

obviously I'm trying for something that will never be
because you people see only what you wanna see