Mommy

I sat there waiting
im all alone
waiting waiting
for my daddy to come home

soon he comes in
with tears in his eyes
i have never seen him cry
whats the surprise?

he sat me down
and said \"don\'t be sad\"
what could have happened?
what\'s so bad?

he told me my mommy died
of drugs just a few weeks ago
why didn\'t he tell me!
why wasn\'t i the first to know?

i missed her funeral
i never saw her grave
how could she leave me!
how am i supposed to be brave?

i cried and cried
i didn\'t want to believe my ears
but all that i could do
was cry a lake of tears

she had a bad life
and wanted to feel numb
so she did heroine
how very dumb

sometimes i hate her
for how she left me
how im all alone
without my mommy

at least i have a caring dad
that loves me more than you know
and i hope he never leaves me
i hope god never makes him go

i have a bestfriend
that loves me for me
how her name is summer
she will never leave

i love my mommy very much
even though she is not here with me
i know she loves me to death
and would want me to be all i can be

i won\'t make her mistake
by doing what she did
still i wonder \"why\"
im not sure im just a kid

people say \"your mom\"
they just don\'t get it
what im going through
just shut ur freakin mouth
if you only knew!!

i love her so much!
i know she will wait for my in that perfect place
i can\'t wait to see her
beautiful face

don\'t do what she did
let her fragile life go
you will be leaving back a life
you will never learn to know