Dead.. Not really

I lay there
supposed to be dead
in my wooden coffin
thinking about life and its dread

i hear voices around me
some i can't recall
then suddenly
the coffin begins to fall

not knowing i was alive
they threw me into the ground
im confused
i no longer hear a sound

im laying there
why do they want me to die?
then i feel sadness
and i begin to cry

what? no tears
whats going on????
it seems as if
everything in my body is gone

i search my body
looking for a clue
then find a hole in my head
big enough for a bullet to shoot through

i try to remember
what had gone on?
why i was shot
what did i do wrong?

then i realize
i did the suicide
only because
he just had to lie

i lay there thinking
"wow..hole crap!"
then out of nowhere
my mind just snaps

i see a bright light
a light i must follow
the path to happiness
to fill the place where i am hollow

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