Heavens Door

Gotta go, im gonna miss my train,
This is the last time you will see me, i may cause you a bit of pain.
For i am going to take my life and there is nobody that can stop me,
Into the light i will go, because hell is where i wanna be.
Ive done a terrible thing, and now i deserve to die,
I stood up in court and for you i told a lie,
God will not accept me now, there is only me to blame,
I would never settle to live my life full of this terrible guilty shame.
You told me it would be ok but guess what,
I want to die for what ive done, so it really is not.
You did kill that lady, you should never have been drink driving,
And now i got it hanging over my head, in hell i should soon be arriving.
But in the mean time, i have written a letter to say,
You were the one that commited the crime, and you were the killer that day.
I can see a light i think i may be dead,
The lady is telling me im ok, but ive got injuries to my head.
Maybe god has forgiven me, so he gave me another chance,
So from this day forward, my life im going to enhance.
Help the sick, Help the poor.
So when i die, open will be heavens door.