Unnamed 3

Every time I love I get hurt
My first love moved to Alaska
We both had tears in our eyes
As we finally told each other
What we had felt for so long
And then we had to say our goodbyes

My second love was short
It was puppy love on her side
And I was just desperate
And wanted to fill the void
I had from the first and she
Just wanted to have a boyfriend

My third love hurts the most
I was too scared of being hurt
And of what my friends thought
So our relationship was very short
(If you could even call it that)
Then her house burned down
She then had to move
She did not go very far
But I did not talk to her
I was both afraid and in pain
My mind collapsed and time passed
When I came back she was gone
And no longer felt anything for me

Now I cant seem to love anyone else
I do not know exactly why
It may be from my minds collapse
Or it could be from my fear of getting hurt
but its causing me so much pain
I want it to stop but It just wont