Brok3n girl like me

Kinda long but i think well worth the read

people are always asking me
who am i
why do i always hurt
and why do i cry

so you really want to know
you really want to see
what its like one day in my shoes
what its like to be me?

all the drama with the girls
and all the pain from the guys
so try that shoe
on for size

gettin my heart brok3n
from the guy i thought i loved
it's like I'm lying on the ground
getting kicked and shoved

getting pressured into things
from my so called friends
who said they'd be there for me
right to the very end

trying to be strong
and no ones seen a tear
but really I'm my own
very worst fear

and then that's just school
but oh no that's not it
coming home at night
asking god to let me quit

cause life is to hard
because i keep it all inside
i think that life would be easier
if i just went and died

I'm constantly fighting
a battle that i cant win
a battle with myself
but to loose would be a sin

I've faked a smile
for a majority of my life
so no one can see
all my pain and strife

I've pretended to be happy
and some days I've felt so bad
but i must stay strong
no one can see me sad.

i don't know who i am
cause as you can understand
that deep inside my heart
is uncharted land

i don't know which is me
and yet I'm still trying to comprehend
all of my emotions
and my broken heart that wont mend

i wont look at myself
in a mirror or anything
I'm trying to understand
this song my hearts trying to sing

the words are jumbled up
and i guess so am i
and the words i cant speak
are spoken when i cry

i don't know if this helps
but i hope it lets you see
how complicated life is
for a brok3n girl like me