Slowly drifting away

I slowly drift away

As the years past by
My heart slowly dies
My mind is in pain

My life's dreams have come and gone
All there is left is the final fall
The story is true
And I am so a shame

It's to say I love you and it is to say this is true
But the real true is that it all not true
What is real and what is not
A gift I have long lost

As I remember what used to be
And I now what is
I am left with the reality
That I have nothing more to give
It all gone
I gave it away

I am empty and waited for my grave
With one last hope of finding you
Somewhere in the pearly gates
Just to sit beside you for all of time
Will take away all my pain
As I sit beside you, I promise not to look
Just know this is all it would take
For me to be complete again

Please do not worry because I will talk to god
I will tell him it not all your fault
Don't be afraid for I will not leave
I will stand beside you in all of life's black rain
I will protect you for all your future fears
And stand tall without any fears

Love you