It isnt that I dont belong here,
Or that I dont fit in,
Ive come to accept the fact,
That I will never have friends.
The truth Im trying to explain,
Is much deeper than you can see,
I know down deep inside,
That I was never meant to be.
There is nothing left to blame,
Except for god up above,
For God placed me in this world,
Fully knowing Id never be loved.
I will never be viewed as pretty,
Or someone one wants to be,
I will never have anyone else,
For Ive learned I only need me.
I can trust no body else,
For I know things will go wrong,
I now know that its not worth it,
To get attached-fall in love for long.
Because at one time or another,
Love will stab me in the back,
Its like all of my other dissapointments,
Theyre just on time-just on track.
And everything Ive wanted,
Or worked for in my life,
Has failed no doubt somehow,
I was never supposed to feel alright.
And for those Ive dissapointed,
Or time again and again let down,
Im so sorry for wasting you time,
Perhaps I shouldnt stick around.
For I know I dont belong here,
Its as simple as can be,
Some things in life are not for sure,
An example in itself-an example in me.
okay sorry i was just writing this quickly and my writing sucks to begin with so uhm..yeah.
god bless.
