How many times
do you have to tear my heart
before you let go of me
sending me swirling
into a vortex
of my own dispair
tearing my body apart
to please you
getting down and begging for my life
to make a smile
come to your face
beconing me
to come and endure
more torture
beating me down
when i advance
pulling me back inch by inch
by the roots of my hair
ripping
severing
tearing
blood running down the crevaces of my lips
looking up at the smirk
knowing he loves to watch
to watch me suffer
in the shadows
the shadows of my soul