Inadequacy

Maybe I never told you
Just how much you meant to me
Maybe you didn't love me enough
Admire me enough
Respect me enough

I still can't believe we fell apart
I can't believe I'll never touch you
Laugh with you
Cry with you

I can't believe that you're not mine
That you don't love me anymore
That you won't fight for me
Try with me
Die with me

I don't understand why you're not here
I wonder why you're holding onto her
Admiring her
Respecting her
Even loving her

I wonder to myself
Why don't you miss me?
Why don't you want me?
Is it impossible to love me?