Wishing I Could

You don't know me
You don't know all these secrets I've kept,
They're still burning inside me
You don't know all the nights that I've slept,
Wondering why you did this to me
You don't know all the times that I've wept
Thinking of the lies you've spread

You've ruined me,
And everything I've ever been
Not just from the outside,
You ruined me from within

Now it's all different
They don't look at me the same
At least I'm famous now,
But it's the wrong kind of fame

I could be just like you
And tell them all lies,
Or I could tell the truth
And watch the water form in your eyes

I want to do it so bad,
Bring you down and ruin you
I want you to feel the pain I had,
You know I can, just by saying the truth

So you don't know
All the secrets I've kept
All the nights that I've slept
And all those times that I've lied here and wept