Losin It

I'm calmer than
My heartbeat when
It begins to flat line
Or is it all in my head
Will there ever be a solution
Everyday is a new day
I don't regret the
Very breath I take
I feel so alive
Yet Dead inside
I trust In love
But given up on hope
I tell the world
How I feel inside
Though I may throw
Everything I know
Sometimes I wish to fly
If I'm superman
I'd never die
Now that I see you
I prepare to turn away
Now that I know you
I can't turn back around
Doubt in a world
That never existed
Here the lord comes
Bow down in
Grace and love
Just wait until
You feel him there
I can't find myself
Lost In this rhyme
I don't know how
I betray you and
Nor can I live without you
Maybe its time to go
I'm sitting next
To the window
Staring into nothingness
I begin to break down
Crying about nothing
The haunting meaning
Killing me inside
Will you love me tomorrow?
Holding onto hopes
Dreaming of you now
Holding onto hopes
If you leave
I will surely drown
Can you remember
The times of yesterday?
This time I am sorry
For what I'm about to do!