Blaming Myself

I tightly close my tearing eyes and lay my head down
And try my best to forget my eternal frown
However thats impossible, for youre still not around
How can I once again feel fine?
When youre no longer mine?
I sometimes wonder if I will ever get over you
If I will ever be able to forget love so true
If I will ever find another amazing guy like you
Damn! Why did your friends have to change you?
Why did you have to change into someone new?
Why did you have to ask me for something I cannot do?
Why did you have to make me feel so used?
Why did you have to leave me so confused?
Why did you have to make me doubt your love?
Why did you have to make me believe your fake love?
Why did you have to say all those sweet words to me?
Why did you have to lie to me?
Why did you have to steal my heart?
Why did you have to split it apart?
Why did I fall for a guy like you?
Why did I believe in you?
Why did I have trust in you?
Why did I never see this coming?
Why did I never see you missing?
You helped me once again feel love
When I no longer had hope in finding love
You promised me a fairy tale ending
But instead, you left me with a heart in need of serious mending
Im not blaming you for all the lies that came from you
Instead, Im blaming myself for trusting you