Sometimes Love simply isn't enough.

Hay, fought with bf on new years so I'm just hoping he'll read this n know how I feel...

Its funny really. I love you so much you make me physically ill. Like right now for example. I literally cant eat anything. Thats how upset I am. It'll go on for days as well. Well maybe not days, it depends on how long it takes you to forgive me. Which I doubt will happen. I mean, look at me. You make the flowers bloom and the moonrise each night and I walk around and make the flower wilt and the moon cloud over. No wonder you're unhappy with me.
I suppose it doesn't really come down to how much I love you, this relationship that is, or how much you love me for that matter. But simply if we're compatible and I've got my doubts. My love for you will, without a doubt make the sun rise each day and the stars dance each night, but it clashes with me, as a person, the me you don't want.
You deserve much better anyway, you're an angel, sent from god. I asked him for an angel just for a day, and he sent me you. He told me you're the best he's got and you're mine as long as I take care of you. But I didn't, did I? And that's why I don't deserve you. Sometimes love simply isn't enough.