If you really valued me
You wouldnâ??t have chosen them
You say you need a change
Then donâ??t pretend to be my friend
Donâ??t say sorry
Because your not
Or Iâ??ll miss you
Because I know you wont
Donâ??t try to explain it
Because thereâ??s no good reason
To give up a good friend
For a few people you just met
We were best friends
Now I doubt that was ever real
Youâ??ve made me cry
But I pretend that Iâ??m alright
I worry every night now
That I wonâ??t be able to make new friends
I make myself sick
Thinking about how you just left
I wish I didnâ??t care
I wish I could just scream at you
Tell you how youâ??ve hurt me
But I still want to be your friend
I wish I would let go
But your not making it easy
We still talk
Still go shopping
Still have fun and laugh a lot
But all Iâ??m doing
Hiding from reality
Shielding off the pain
Blocking out the real you
And holding onto
The person that your not
