Hate me

You don't know this madness.
Its dark shadows hunt me still.
Those cold voices call,
and bid me join.
I don't want you to see this.
My end is near.
Please run while you can.
Don't you cry.
I'm giving in to this,
so it won't harm you.
Believe me please.
I do this for you.
And now the last thing I need.
Hate me so you heart won't break.