What shud I do...

Stop running after happiness and it will come to you,
I have already tried this, hope it was true.

People say forget what you cannot get,
Why to think about past and get upset.

Ask them how can I forget the only time of happiness in my life,
Every dream of mine was ruined by fate in a swipe.

Everyone asks me why am I sad,
Did anyone care to ask when times were not bad?

Was it a sin if with someone I could feel being alive?
Why is he being snatched from me, when he became my life?

I am in a dilemma which road to go,
To be happy for myself or reap what others will sow.