What is the point? would anyone really care is i just give in to the thoughts i have to fight everyday. no matter what is happening in my life i can never get my suicidal thoughts out of my head. i just think i could end all this pain. i dont have to go through this. but for some reason i keep stopping myself. nobody understands the need to put a gun to your head and what to end it all. i keep getting closer to actually killing myself. no one will care for that long my friends will forget me, my work will get a new person, and family likes my brother-in-law more then me anyways. I'm tired of fighting these thoughts i should just give in
