I have changed myself
to the point that i
dont even who i am anymore.
I dress and act different.
people seem to be fooled.
they think i am happy go
lucky girl who would never
want to kill herself.but even
though i have changed the
outside my inside still has
the thought of dying and
the sadness that will never
go away. ill just be here trying
to act like the person who i
pretend to be. trying to hid
the real me from the world
