Broken

Never could you listen
for you, I'd always cry
you were happy just living
as I quietly died
Never was I good enough
never did you care
I was falling into fire
and all you did was stare
Coping with my sorrow
hoping I'd soon see
That there was no today
and tomorrow couldn't be
Time seemed to be fading
wasting hours at your expense
never did you appreciate
all the lonely days I've spent
I was so obsessed
with something not real
though I'm still broken
slowly I will heal..