Lost

I'm suffocating
There's no air in this cave
I've been shoved in here all alone
By one who stands to kill not to save

I stumble, lost in this blanket of darkness
Torn by unseen claws
I try to clean dirt from my wounds
But I'm all covered in cuts and sores

I don't have the guts to take my life
I hold on though my tears form a lake
I wish I could learn to be happy
Can't you tell? these smiles are entirely fake

I'm so tired of waiting
Because I know it won't ever be okay
I'm worn out from silent crying
I know I'm leaving without having my say
Inside I feel myself dying
And I wish the world away

Through the darkness I see an angel
She gives off a soothing weak glow
As I move closer I realise she's weeping
And she says she wants me to know
She's weeping for me.

*this was my first ever poem and I decided to repost it up here after taking it down ages ago, because I wanted a complete record... please rate and comment nicely I know it's not that good :)*