Can't believe

I can't believe I believed that being with you could have been as good as it was.
Thought it was something that only I could have with you.
Thought that it was special and that it might actually work out to be kinda of long.
Thought I had someone who cared, and loved me too, but I guess I was wrong.

I believed that I loved you, and I did, but now confused of the misery that it has comenced.
I believed that though my first time, that It would'nt work out, it did for a while, but I guess I lucked out.
I believed that my tears were for you when you were gone, but I guess again I was wrong.
I believed that this was good, it was, I loved every second of it, but I cant stand the pain being away it does'nt make since.

I can't stand the pain being away, I want to really stay.
I dont want to go away, Im sorry for what I've done.
Im sorry for all this I've caused.
But I cant stand this, give me a chance, and dont let me stay away.

This pain is stabbing my heart, piercing through and gushing out my Inner feelings.
It's decaying everyday, being away, then recovers when you call.
It been decaying for about a month, it's almost out of blood, It's almost flowed out.
I wish I was with you again so you can heal my heart and make sealings.

I can't stand waitng everyday waiting for you to call, waiting for you to say were back together again.
But if that's what it takes, I'll give it my all.
Everytime we go somewhere, hoping at the end of the day you say, yes were together again.
I can't stand It my hearts becoming dim.

Staring at the floor, crying, thinking what have I done.
Knowing that this could have been avoided.
Everywhere reminds me of you in some way.
But without you I never would have been the great person I am today.

All I hope Is that you make the right choice and stay.
Because I know you don't want to stay away.
And if you stay I hope we never depart.
Because forever you'll be engraved in heart.