The Game You Play

I was looking at the pictures,
Of you and her today,
And thinking about the time I spent,
Wasted on you, really,

How could it have gone so wrong?
How could you have done me that way?
I blame myself for loving you,
I blame myself for caring each day,

It wasn't like I was bad,
Like I didn't deserve your love,
All I wanted was to have it back,
Didn't you even love me, at least, kind of?

You had your fun with me, admit it,
Used me like a ball and string,
But now I regret all that ever was,
Especially once I saw that horrid ring,

It's like a change among the wind,
When I saw that shining rock,
I knew the game in which you played,
My love in which you mock,

You said you were only confused,
When you had dumped me,
But once I saw you had moved on,
My blind heart began to see,

Though I tried so very hard,
You never talked, never spoke a word,
Just sat there with your hand in mine,
Only when wanting something, from you I ever heard,

We had nothing much in common,
Our likeness very few,
You and I were single,
And apparently role-played too,

Your role-playing was atrocious, though,
I see it all too clear,
Your style describes your personality,
And everything you hold dear,

Now that I think about it,
Just a few weeks ago,
Your cockiness had you yelling at me,
Because I hadn't fed your ego,

I didn't even beg you back,
And that made you raving mad,
Yet you're the one who dumped me,
Which is very, very sad,

I hope you enjoy your time,
With that vanilla dud,
And maybe her huge, round bottom,
Will put you in the mud,

She's horribly ugly,
Even compared to me,
But I can't help but consider,
What exactly is it, in her, that you see?

Tell me, do you love her?
Or is she a means to an end?
I don't see how you possibly could,
Because marrying after only two months... I wouldn't recommend