I love you(It scares me)

Be still the heart that beats,
That beats my insecurity,
Drips of such impurity,
The rhythm of absurdity,

Mindlessness
Helplessness

The words that come, not meaning to
Words that say so much more,
That speak from the core,
Wreak of despair and keep me sore,

Blind to see
Deaf to hear
Voiceless

A feeling that commands,
Commands my full attention,
Excites with all I mention,
Keeps me in great suspension,
Glows through dimensions,

A roller coaster ride
It scares me half to death..