He said you need to get rid of what he considered morose

I just read somewhere that intention is clear.
What came next, was enough to strike fear.

To some that may seem, quite a bit off the wall.
Some say after meeting me, they have now seen it all.

The analytical frenzy was not going to work.
Now comes my old pal, panic the jerk.

Then something finally happened, I have needed for a while.
I was bewildered enough to make my worst critic smile.

My mind slowly calmed and accepted perplexed
I was grateful for what I had coming next.

As I try something new I had control of my mind.
Welcome back Kimberly, are you f#@^ing blind?

Its funny how someone can give u a dose.
To shed your sad self that was described as morose.

To sum it all up I will just have to say.
I did not let the unknowing get in my way.