This is kinda a song...i don't know if I want it to be or not so I'm just going to leave it as a song for now. This is how my current boyfriend basically makes me feel. I don't know what to do about him so I wrote. It's a long hard and confusing story but if u feel like it go ahead and vote/comment. it would be greatly appreciated.
How I'm feeling,
Is there a word for it?
I'm drowning in my sorrow
It's you that I hate.
I should have known this,
That you were just another mistake
I thought what we had was real,
Before it all turned out fake.
Chorus:
It's so hard for me to say goodbye
'Cause baby I'm in love with you
I know I should leave, that I deserve better
I just wish you loved me too.
Where have you been?
You've left me behind
How can I still love you?
When everything was a lie
I don't understand you
When you say you really care
I used to be so lucky to be your girl,
But now you're never there.
Repeat Chorus
Should I leave?
Should I stay and continue on with this pain?
I don't know how much longer I can do this,
These mixed feelings are driving me insane
