Hoping

I wanna push you away from my heart
Away from my soul
Away from me
Tell you I resent you
Despise you
Cant stand the sight of you
But that youâ??d never believe

We both know its not possible
We both know its not true
Even though it hurts so much
I couldnâ??t imagine life without you

I know that we are no longer together
But I donâ??t think thatâ??s what this is about
The fact that I still love you
Is the only thing that counts

Its all im sure of
Everything else is a mess
And because youâ??re still around
My heart will never be at rest

Cant you just accept that
As I put myself out in the ledge
Hoping youâ??ll come back
Still praying its not the end

17/01/2007
*KRM*