My Role model

Seeing my reflection at the bottom of the glass
Flashbacks of my childhood, my past
I dry my tears before they run
The memories of having an alcoholic mum
The anger I've felt the pain I've lived
I just cant find it in myself to forgive
Am I a bad person for feeling this way?
The love and want of my mother was all that I crave.
Daily i see my reflection in this brown bottle
All I've ever known
My role model