Kiss Of A Tear!!!

Living in a world full of illusions,and staring reality at a distance,
i want to end this life peacefully without giving pain another chance,
the tears i cry may never end,be it whether i\'m living around or dead,
in the pages of history,my love will be a chapter that will go unread.

LIfe is still going on,holding onto to a future once dreamt in dreams,
tear filled lonely nights,unheard prayers will forever go on it seems.
Every heart beat seems to sound like a thunder,shouting now let us go,
end this miserable life once for all and dont let this pain to grow.

Each step pushes me into a grave,in which i silently fall and smile,
though the vision is hazy,death is what i\'m looking for all the while,
Every grain of sand falling on me,tries to put an end to my tiny tears,
surrounded by eternal darkness,your name still echoes around my ears.

Millions of questions were asked,and million answers showed in tears,
wiping one after another,days kept on rolling painfully into years,
they said god keeps count of every tear that goes off from our eyes,
i guess he missed my count,for all my tears doesnt show up in the skies.

Every night i crawl into my mothers lap with tear filled eyes and sit,
turning off the lights,she tells stories with only a candle light lit,
listening to her mesmerizing voice,my soul journeys into a deep sleep,
for a love so genuine and divine,my heart momentarily ceases to weep.

Never did the kiss of a tear seemed so sweet on my broken dry lips,
Beautiful moments of life,someday slowly into the memories it slips,
they said Love is a feeling to be felt deep inside and not a fear,
i did feel,a pain so monumental-broken everyday by \"Kiss Of A Tear\".