Greedy

Why must I feel so spoiled!
To have things that people want!
Am I nothing but just a brat?
Why must I be so hard on myself and say if I want something so badly then I say that I don't always get what I want!
Must I cry because of such a greedy thing!
Feels like I just want to die because I don't get what I want!
Must I feel so greedy?
Is it because everyone else got better than me?
They got lots of nice jewelry and yet I get an ugly necklace.
Why must my mother rub in my face of how nice the jewelry that she has gotten!
Why does she make me feel horrible and say that a bracelet is hers when she wears it and keeps it for herself!
Now she makes me think it is mine and i must have it!
It is nothing but stupid jewelry and nothing more than simple trinkets so there is nothing to be mad about..