Hidden

Can't you see I'm hiding.
From nobody else but me.
So many bad choices I've made.
Way can't I see.

Its hard for me to admit.
That you were my first mistake.
I'd take it all back if I could.
But now its just too late.

You've shaped who I have become
And I'm not fond of me.
You shouldn't have affected me so.
But now I don't know who to be.

I'm a hazard to myself.
Pain is nothing new.
Self inflicted abrasions.
Yea its just something that I do.

And now I've lost my will.
Pop another pill.
It takes no effort.
For my very own kill.