Entire Happiness

Blue skies and sunny days.
Pond fishing and mountain climbing.
Park picnics and baseball games.
Entire happiness in every way.

But instead of blue skies.
Mine are dark and gray.
And instead of sunny days.
The sun will refuse to shine.

Instead of pond fishing.
I'm searching for my soul.
And instead of mountain climbing.
I'm digging a deep hole.

Instead of picnics in the park.
Its starving myself away.
And instead of baseball games.
I'm fighting each night for the light of day.

Instead of entire happiness.
Its eternal sadness in my mind.
And instead of it in every way.
Its everyday and for all time.