Narcotic Voices

Stupid, sympathetic, sounding
voices in my head.
Silver, starlit, sunny morning,
curse the words I've said.

Non narcissistic nark-like tendencies
are driving me insane,
Narcotic nonetheless [still] nervous
hear the voices, ease the pain.

Part perceived part pertaining
to the issue now at hand,
Protective partly powered anger
I spoke the words I took the stand,

Hurtfully Harmfully Horribly cruel
I hurt your feelings and lied,
Honestly Hurried hiding the shame
I apologized but, our friendship had died,

These terrible things, these voices in my head
Telling me it'll be fine,
Timeless twisted tortured thoughts of friendship
I know it's no longer mine.