A Love Worth Aching

A bottomless pit of unstable feelings-
that would be my stomach aching
a rotten taste settled into my chest-
that would be my heart aching
never ceasing thoughts of destruction-
that would be my head aching
convulsive motions; uncontrolable-
that would be my body aching

lately everything mimics my feelings;
confusion and anxiety and disquietude
lately everything to me's a sign;
music and dialogue and silence
lately everything has been burning;
eyes and lips and touch

I can't see past my veil of vanity,
that everything is working fine
I maintain my ground for you;
that everything will work out

yet the distance between us; hopless and cluttered
nothing can save me now
between us it holds multidues of doubt
so nothing can save us now

so as you dream lying by my side
I hope and pray it'll all be fine

now your dreams go flying by my side
I rest assured it'll all be fine