Words cannot explain all the pain you've brought to me. The pieces of my heart you tore and left me to deal with healing the sores. You conned me into loving you, falling for you, then your identity changed. you took off your mask and told me your name. you deceived me, lied to me. Now I'm stuck loving you because you were smart and made me out to be the fool. I should of never gave you my trust, I should of known you only desired lust. I put up with all your shit. All I do is sit....and listen...and do.
You make it seem as if this is your world. As if your in control. Always telling me what to do, who to talk to, who to be. Why can't you realize I'm going to be just me! Your words come from your icy stoned heart filled with cold, dark hate. No more. I actually thought it was our fate. For you loving is impossible, your heart is not capable of holding such feelings. You said once god gave up on me. Well maybe, but guess what? With you he never even tried. I'm done listening to what you have to say. Your words, to me, mean nothing anyway. I'm done being with you. It's my world now, cant you get the clues? Me and you, we're through.
This poem is not my best. I was really upset at the time. Once again it's dedicated to my ex J.C.I.
