IT STILL HURTS........

It still hurts when i see you
it still hurts when i think about you
it still hurts when they talk about you
it still hurts when you visit my dreams uninvited and turn them into nightmares

i hate you for the hurt iam feeling
i hate you for what i'm going through
you brought sorrow to a life that was joyous
you battered, bruised and broke my heart
but my spirits remain
you have taken my heart
but my hope remains
very soon this hope will bring back the heart and i'll love again

you broke my heart you silly!
and now you want to be my friend?
so you can break my spirits to?
no i refuse
save your friendship for the next sucker you torture
who told you that you are a better friend than lover?
you forget that friendship like love is a relationship
it needs nurturing
something you don't have
i hope the hurt, the heartache and the hell will one day be a memory so i can continue living my life