The abhorrence of devotion

My heart is empty
Hollow, dry, forsaken
It is you who can dictate
But you choose to fill it with hate

I want to watch you sleep
But just for the night or forever?
Eternal love is what Ill keep
Will you return it ever?

Heartache evolves to hatred
And it burns inside of me
You may choose to extinguish it, you fate it
Lock it up or let it reign, youre the key

This civil war of two hearts
Victory prize is you
This is tearing me to parts
To you this is new

Will you ever know
Whats causing my despise?
Whatever Ill do, the reason will always show
Now just open your eyes!

I loathe because I adore
Only a one way road
Its making me sore
I cant hold this load
For much longer, my beloved