Sanity forgotten

Captive in this forsaken prison
Locked in with no release
Silently going insane
Living but yet deceased

I am unseen in all eyes
That's just how dead I am
My tears continue to flow
Life is but a painful scam

I'm to hopeless to keep trying
My heels have been walked raw
I strained my eyes wearily
A never-ending road was all I saw

I closed my eyes
And tried to ease my mind
Chained,restrained, and a hostage
Trying to let go what kills me inside

Something did overcome me
I felt my mind had changed
My thoughts sort of slipped away
I felt oddly strange

A feeling that I knew seemed wrong
But felt so good
My mouth curved into a smile
When I didn't even know it could

I began to laugh madly
There was fire in my eyes
And a burning hate replaced
My sorrowful cries

I banged and pitched wildly
Against my steel prison bars
A glass-shattering scream
And black ugly scars

I don't recall why
But I couldn't stop
I flung myself at incredible force
Soon tired,so in the cell I dropped

Panting and gasping
Now I just slightly rocked
My scream were mere whimpers
My mind fogged,somewhat shocked

I gently laid back my head
To feel the cold solid steel
Then everything went blank
And nothing at all seemed real

I felt like there was weight on me
But it didn't bring me any harm
It made me tingle inside
Almost like a warming charm

All light was exiled
And darkness took over my soul
Let everything else be banished
Let this powerful force take control

No longer a victim
My mind was at ease
My soul was at rest
And I was in deep sleep

My cell is empty
It's walls cursed and rotten
I lay here at your feet
Let my sanity be forgotten