All Because My Daddy Walked Away

Yes I remember that day
Visions of it in my head
The day my daddy walked away
With so much left unsaid

My life was put on hold
Came to a screeching stop
Loneliness and tears
My pain was over the top

Suffering inside
Pretending nothing was wrong
Thinking that life
Was just an awful song

Keeping my head high
Not wanting to complain
Love was lost
But hate remained

Everything bottled inside
Drove me insane
I was getting chaotic
And hard to restrain

Not a sweet little no more
Causing trouble, not good
Full of pain and unheard
Trying to do the best I could

But I didn't improve
Just got worse
A shattered soul
A life thrown into reverse

Alone in the world
Against everyone
Bit by bit my life fell away
Until there was none

Regretting all my mistakes
Full of shame
And full of guilt
Because of what I became

I horrify myself
The monster I am today
I lost it all
All because my daddy walked away