Welcome to Hell

Welcome to hell, pull up a seat,
Take off your shoes, relax your feet.
Watch the show very carefully,
And you'll see all that makes me, me.

Welcome to hell, this is my life.
No more smiles, only pain searing as a knife.
The fires will burn your happiness to dirt,
So enjoy the show, stay alert.

In this scene we have a boy and girl,
Just found out she's pregnant, ending her world.
Wants an abortion, but changes her mind,
Meets her new baby girl in 9 months time.

The boy and girl, still in school but together,
Getting married to be together 'forever'.
Forever lasts until the baby is just a year,
As they divorce, begins all the fear.

Now baby girl is 7 years old,
Still living in this world that's so cold.
Going to school, being made fun of everyday,
Wishing she could be skinny someway.

Gets an eating disorder, starves herself to sleep,
Looses 30 pounds, which she just couldn't keep.
Looses her nickname of being a cow,
But this world just isn't right somehow.

Her dad is remarried, but never has time-
To see his daughter singing, when she truly shined.
Missed almost every talent show she was ever in,
Breaking his daughters heart, which should be a sin.

Now she's 9, forced to live with her dad,
He yells so much, makes he feel so bad.
She feels so fat, and sad every single day,
The color in her world has become pure gray.

She's 14 now, still in her private hell,
Until one day, it ends with a yell.
Her father says "you're not my daughter"
(The truth is, he was never really her father).

She met a boy, and he was her world,
He treated her higher then any other girl.
But family said he was not welcome at all,
So again she cried, and still she did fall.

At 16, after many years of these tears,
She still wants to die after all these years.
Has no reason to live, as life is just hell.
But no one knows, and she won't tell.

Welcome to hell, hope you liked the show,
For now people see, now you know,
Why I am so messed up, that I take these meds,
And all you people think it's just in my head.

(It's not)

~*Who Cares?*~
yeah. still venting like in my other poem. i hope i dont have to have this in explicit because it says hell.