Your god

Listening to the wind
as it whispers through the trees
as i'm begin for the paint to end
im even on my knees

i knwo the lord
and i want believe in him
but my light to see
is getting pretty dim

why would god
let me go through hell
i'm cryin at night
but i dont think he can tell

why woudl anyone want to see
their "child" in tears
wanting life to be over
for their whole 15 years

does he enjoy
this sick game everyone plays
does he like watching people hurt
day after agonising day

i believe in something
who for his kids only wants the best
but this got is putting us through
misery and the ultimate test

if we kill ourself
that would be a sin
wed go strait to hell
which is probably worse than what were in

but if we try to stay alive
but find ways to help us cope
that\'s another sine
so ive just given up all hope

cause either way
the person you believe is a fraud
i believe in a higher power
but my higher power has nothing to do with your god