Me

Too many times
I made up too many a line
Just to hide who I am
Like to be me is a crime

Too many times
I gave till I got no more
Not to be generous, no
I am selfish to the core

I've always thought
Maybe if I give enough
I will wake up one day
Happier...

I've always hoped
Maybe if I trust enough
I will find my life less
Lonelier...

And when I know I've done something
Worthy enough, good enough,
maybe I can trust myself again

And then maybe I can fall apart
And find a soft place to land
I may know my heart again

And then maybe I can weep...
And heaven will show mercy...
And heaven will finally show mercy on me.