I thought that as I grew older
My pain would somehow drift away
Little did I know,that forever it will stay
It got worse as the years kept adding on
Why cant It just be gone?
It hurts me so bad deep inside
It leaves me crying on the bedside
I'm just the girl
Whose grades are starting to drop
Who everyday goes to her little hilltop
At the bottom of the road to think
About all the wrong doings
Why cant someone take this pain away?
I feel so helpless in life
Do I ever make you smile anymore?
Like before?
Do you need me as much as you thought you did
Back then?
Or must I walk that lonely road again
I'm left here with my tears
As I drown in them day by day
Please just let me fly away
My life is a living hell
All I hear Is the ringing of the church bell
I'm sitting here on my bedside
Huddled over,crying tears
As they fall to the ground
That thought in my head
Keeps coming back to me
Over and over again
Should I strike the knife?
This life is such a chaotic wildlife
Goodbye my friends
Maybe we will meet up..in the end
