Birthday Wish

You know what you can do for me on my sweet sixteen
You can murder me
Pull the trigger,stab the knife
I don't care how just take away my life

Sing happy birthday to me as I bleed to death
Put me out of my misery
Sing me happy birthday as I lay down dead

This is what I want
I can't move on I can't be strong
Is there even a point I'm only going to get knocked down again

So put me out of my misery murder me
Put me under the ground and let me rot
Or burn my body and set me free

Kill me now for I've cried an ocean
I've cut myself a sea
I have nobody

I fail to stand I'm all alone I need some to give me a hand
But no one is there they all left long ago
And now I want to leave so please murder me

I promise I'll be good I won't even scream or shout
You won't even notice the difference of whether I'm breathing or dead
No one will grieve me so just let me go

1,2,3 blow my candles out
4,5,6 let me fade faster
7,8,9 time to say goodbye
10,11,12 I'm going to die cold and alone
13,14,15 I'm giving up and I don't care

16!!!!!!happy sweet sixteen time to roll your body to the morgue
I gave you your birthday wish
You blew out your candles and I granted your wish

Happy birthday to you. . .
(your lying down dead)
Happy birthday to you. . .
(your lying down dead)
Happy birthday dear Aunabeth. . .
(I shot you down dead)
Happy birthday to you. . .
(I'm so sorry I killed you)

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this poem might not make any sense to anyone but thats okay because I needed to get my feelings out but I do hope it makes some sense. . .anyways my sixteenth birthday is in two days (valentines day =/) and I really don't want it to happen because every year everybody says it can only get better but it seems to only get worse year after year and I really don't feel like sticking around another year to only find out that it's another bad year

^ if you read all that thanks=)
anyways please R/R/C I'll return the favor. . .

thanks,
Aunabeth